the truth hurts...
and lies are worse...
i can't like it anymore...
and i love you less than before...
sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yea i am smiling
but inside i'm dying...
I tried loving you,
despite all that had become
Day in day out I contemplated about what I should do,
Or should be doing,
Couldn't find the courage to talk to you,
finally did one fine day,
didn't turn out quite right,
said that talking only made things worse,
now ill just get out of your life,
set yourself free.
I just wanna say so much,
but the words keep fading like leaves in fall.
Even if I did say anything,
you'd turn away like as if programmed,
To everyone else,
it was an accept or enter.
But to me,
it was a decline or delete.
i gave you my heart,
you took it in your hands
hesitated;
my eyes widened as you crushed it
effortlessly.
pain rushed through my veins as you stood there watching
you could feel it beating,
but didnt spare a thought.
all those memories we had together,
just lies that i remember
forever.
cant believe you got over me just like that,
shows how much space i took up in that heart of yours.
not even 1/4 of it i bet..
Someday everything will all make perfect sense.
So for now,
laugh at the confusion,
smile through the tears,
and keep reminding yourself that
everything happens for a reason...
sheesh... tis is emo D:
i give up... this is so tiring... i'm sry, but ur not mine anymore...
the tears that drip, it's all worth it...
Lord I want to feel your presence upon me again...
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